hmmmm

been really tired these pass few days.. yes..!!! even though its holidays.... things are really stupid...maybe i should re-consider..
there's really no point... and for fuck? my friend is either pulling me into fights or pulling me into gangs... i wan neither.. i want out!! maybe my life needs some kinda... need to turn to a new clean side... i really have to now!!.... before i get into something serious.. yes.. definitely... and then.. now.. cigarettes are a problem.. no cash for it... and i wan beer... a nice glass of cold beer really preps me up...things to do to really stop messing with my life.... 1: stop hanging out with gangsters and be influenced by them.
2:cut down on smoking before i cough blood out. 3:Stop being a moron... with gangs well they say they can call ppl down with parangs and all... but i can call ppl down with guns with the power of 4 buttons... "999, call".

fuck

okay that's it.. i have enough of shit... if u dont like me thats ur problem... if u reject me thats ur problem... but if u hurt me emotionally... thats my problem? u are a fucker.. fucking bitch.. if u think u are so great den so be it... but right now.. i cant think of anything to say... i am badly shaken... at first i thought we were frens... u said my attitude sucks... thats not the real reason right? i know its not... dont be a fuck... coz i know what u mean... fine push me away.. u can push me away... but this time.. i will not come back...


By
Badly Shaken*

since when.....

since when have u thought... hey i made a promise but i didn't keep it...yes.. i have done that too many times... too many times until my frens have lost thier trust in me... from here out... i shall keep whatever promise i make(but hey.. its on the net) so i have to keep it... is smoking killing me? coz now i have been coughing out brown phlegm instead of green or white... which means my lungs is screwed.... i should seriously consider cutting down majorly (is that even a word?) but i have been stressed lately... in case u are wondering... i have been hit pretty hard from both my schl side and friends and family side.. i don't wanna say it... its getting stupid.... tata