since when.....

since when have u thought... hey i made a promise but i didn't keep it...yes.. i have done that too many times... too many times until my frens have lost thier trust in me... from here out... i shall keep whatever promise i make(but hey.. its on the net) so i have to keep it... is smoking killing me? coz now i have been coughing out brown phlegm instead of green or white... which means my lungs is screwed.... i should seriously consider cutting down majorly (is that even a word?) but i have been stressed lately... in case u are wondering... i have been hit pretty hard from both my schl side and friends and family side.. i don't wanna say it... its getting stupid.... tata