why when She rejected me... how come i feel like jumping off a building? i don't really have the will to live anymore... i don't quite get it... i felt like crying fucking heart out... why did God give me emotions? why did He give me love? i don't want to love anymore... i am scared i will get hurt again... i want to be serious... but what is it bad about me? i have never wanted it this way? i want to be with her till the end of my life.. even if winning her heart sends me to heaven or hell.. i will still try... even if i have to die horribly.. i will still do it... .. i hate myself... i hate everything in this world.. i want my life to end... i want it all to end... i sinking deeper into depression... a fight with manuel... stuck to bubblegum on my shorts, having cockroach running on my leg... she rejecting me... is this the time of my life where i will be unlucky?. God answer me!! answer me you fucking jackass sitting up there.. i want you to end my fucking life.. i have no more will to live... i have no more other reason to live... i want to die... i would love to... this is some fucking life ain't it? you made everyone special my fucking ass... what kind of fucking talents do i fucking have? i am special in what fucking way? or am i some failed human? i don't want this feelings anymore.. God take my fucking emotions away... i don't want to be in love anymore... i don't want to love anymore... i hate love.... fuck it!
Some fucking loser who wants to die..
Marcus tan just died today...
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